I'm Out of My MIND! - Mental Health Hip-hop - (demo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCL9hagvWSM

This video is an excerpt from POV: Rap Star! - Ep. 2 Body Mind Soul. Watch the full video here: https://www.lennon.life/post/body-mind-soul-pov-rap-star-ep-2

LYRICS: I’m out of my mind I’m out of my mind I’m out of my mind I’m out of my mind --- (V1) Insanity’s, the legacy, my father left me Anxiety, won’t let me be, I fight it daily And lately I’ve been telling these Other personalities Inside of me That it’s not me but them that’s crazy! They say, “you're out of your mind.” But ironically, I only feel crazy when I’m inside mine So yes, I do my best to leave my mind behind Then I guess, either way, I am out of my mind! --- (hook) I'm out of my mind... When I meditate my mind away I'm out of my mind When I run to be in my body I'm out of my mind Lying under the covers with my lover I'm out of my mind In a trance this beat plays on repeat --- (V2) As a preteen I would hear A ghoulish growling voice inside my ear A hellish yelling sound That filled my heart with fear My head would pound My eyes would tear Hands pressed together tight I prayed that it would disappear "Jesus tonight, I need you here" Told my mom about it She took me to the priest Who told me to repent But for what? I’m not the beast Decided not to speak about it Knew they’d think I’m crazy Sometimes I still hear it though So maybe I am crazy? --- (hook) I'm out of my mind So I meditate my mind away I'm out of my mind So I run to be in my body I'm out of my mind Lying under cover with my lover I'm out of my mind In a trance this beat plays on repeat --- (V3) I have this reoccurring dream Where I’m battling a demon Enlighten, I realize I’ve been dreaming Awaken, but it’s a false awakening Inception, don’t know I’m still dreaming So again, I’m battling this demon Forsaken, for Satan has taken hold of me Mistaken, I'll always be with Almighty Devotion, I bow down to Divinity Redemption, I finally vanquish enemy Illusion, the battle rages on in me --- (hook) I'm out of my mind When I meditate my mind away I'm out of my mind When I run to be in my body I'm out of my mind Lying under cover with my lover I'm out of my mind In a trance this beat plays on repeat --- (V4) Screaming while I’m dreaming My body’s convulsing 3rd eye watching Demons watching My heart chakra pulsing They want the light inside of me But they can’t take it easily Protected by dark energy I’m a damn dichotomy To fight the dragon of anxiety I descended into chaos Loosened up the boundaries Integrated dark capacities Mapped a more complete reality And this is no analogy I’m dreaming for my sanity I know you’re just like me --- (outro hook) You're out of your mind So meditate your mind away You're out of your mind So run to be in your body You're out of your mind Lying under cover with your lover You're out of your mind So play this beat in a trance on repeat